May is going to be interesting month; one astrologer remarked that the Scorpio full moon on Sunday May 6th is going to be a super hit.
By this she means our unconscious mind and emotions are going to be strongly influenced by this month’s moon’s energy.
So let’s look at the energies of May using the Aura-Soma bottles.
May is bottle 5 yellow over orange, the same frequencies as the sum of this year – 2012 adds to 5.
A quick recap of the energies of bottle 5.
When you shake this bottle the two colours, red and yellow produce orange the colour associated with bliss, a bliss that comes from the physical body that embodies our emotions and the intellect.
It is a whole being experience. This is the state that we would all like to achieve. However, what is being stirred up in the unconscious mind is our hurts, the abusive situations we have been part of and of course red always has a component of rage.
The traumas that can potentially come up from the depths during this month are not just minor things. These are our deepest fears, which threatened to dissolve and destroy us.
This month you are likely to see people behaving badly, some of you probably already have. Be cautious that you are not one of them, try to sit back and not engage.
However be aware of your feelings as they come up from the depths. If you have processes to clear your issues great, if not seek help to finally clear them from your energy.
Take the 5 from May and the 5 from 2012 and you get 10 which breaks down to 1.
Let’s look at Bottle 10 first green over green. Green is a beautiful colour it is calming and healing. People who feel at home in the natural environment and with animals usually love green.
Though like all colours green has another side.
There are three challenging aspects of Bottle 10. The first one; the loss of your identity when you become what those around you want you to be.
When you lose your identity becoming a doormat to others you lose your personal and unique place in the world. The second is the green-eyed monster of jealousy.
Jealousy is driven by fear, fear that there will not be enough or that it impossible for you to have what another has.
Jealousy destroys all that it comes into contact with including its source.
A big lesson in May will be to understand that in order to receive you must give. Jealousy only seeks to take. You cannot have what you are not prepared to give.
The third; the inability to change and do something different. If we are not prepared to do something different than we have always done, we will continue to get what we have always had. People with a lot of green are usually dragged kicking and screaming towards change!
The hidden yellow in green can drive fear or it can drive happiness. Which would you rather be? A bottle of sunshine or a spitting viper stuck in a crevice consumed with jealousy? The sunniest space for each and every one of us is our own unique role in the world, no one else can have it, and so jealousy is a waste of energy.
Jealousy like everything else is just a pattern that needs to be cleared.
The other colour that makes up green is blue. Blue is the colour associated with peace, but take it too far and depression can result. Within the Aura-soma system blue over blue Bottle 2 is associated with authority both masculine and feminine.
So this month is going to be the push and pull of finding peace and tranquil spaces, finding our own authority and coming into conflict with authority figures.
Authority in itself is not bad. It is how we exercise our authority that counts. Do we use our position of authority to suppress and destroy others or to nurture and build them up?
Finally Bottle 1, blue over magenta. This is the embodiment of the safe harbor that we all seek. It is being in that place or with that person that we know we can count on.
How do we personally strive to be the safe harbor for ourselves and for others? We need to sort out all the stuff that is contained within Bottle 5, Bottle 10, Bottle 2 (Blue/Blue) and Bottle 42 (yellow/yellow) We must face our own shadows selves, that part that can be self-serving to the extent of throwing another under the bus.
We will never feel safe with anyone else is we cannot be trusted and how can we trust anyone else if we cannot trust ourselves?
Fear and jealousy makes us dangerous people, we need to understand that these qualities do no serve us or anyone else.
Fear causes us to be self-serving and yet at the same time we want others to give to us freely.
We truly do need to let go of all of our difficulties from the past and be all that we personally can be.
Standing in our own sunshine, without the need to overshadow any one else.
May is certainly going to be an interesting month!